I’VE GOT A SHOT AT SNIPER SCHOOL!
I MIGHT BECOME A MUTHA FUCKIN SNIPER!
WOOOHHHOOOO SNIPER SCHOOL!!!!!!
Now just to actually to get in, April 11th will be my bitch if I have anything to say about it. :D
And I wonder what the point of it all is if no one is around to share it with…
Should I get another laptop for drawing or one to game on?
Today I went to the zoo.
-International Star Wars Day
-Release of the Avengers movie
-Release of the newest MTG block
RAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Star Wars takes priority though, I’m gonna get me a tattoo… IF I CAN FIND SOMEONE TO DRAW IT OUT FOR ME!
….nerd problems, I have them…
As ordered by a sergeant in my platoon…
Is to come up with a good porn name by tomorrow morning.
Protecting Amurica, the US Infantry.
I don’t think I’ll live long enough to see true happiness.
I don’t think I’ll live long.
I don’t think I’ll live.
I don’t think.
I don’t.
I don’t remember when so it was probably a dream. It’s weird though, there’s not much I can remember about her if anything really. All I have left is scattered memories. I’m not quite sure how to feel about this. On one hand I see it for the best so as I don’t do anything on those ideas. On the other hand it kinda sucks. I do miss those times and remembered them fondly, at the end of the day I did love her very much and wanted nothing more than to be with her. Obviously both of our lives have gone in separate directions and miles apart but what does that leave me with? I will admit, I have a horrible habit of forgetting people once they are out of my life but this time I feel bad about it.
To add insult to injury I we were writing each other casually the last couple weeks and due to an error of the military I have lost her address. For personal reasons I never wrote it down elsewhere other than where she wrote it on her letters, and now those are gone. I have no real way to get this message through to her so I just assume she believes I’m ignoring her. I feel bad about it but again, I wonder if this isn’t for the best. What is to be my place in her life? Am I really meant to be in it? There’s not much I can be other than a novel reminder of the past at this point.
If you’re reading this and actually know who I’m talking about, which would be a couple of you, if you’re comfortable talking to her on the topic please do. Even if it’s just, “hey due to a string of unfortunate events Daniel lost your address, do want his?” She can make the decision. As for me, I’m not sure where she fits in to everything, I’d rather it reveal itself in time.
Now I feel lonely again, AWESOME! Sometimes life just sucks and you have to get past that. I have to get past that.
At least I can tell myself I don’t miss what I had.
