March 2012
24 posts
No matter how I try to say it, the feeling never...
I’VE GOT A SHOT AT SNIPER SCHOOL!
I MIGHT BECOME A MUTHA FUCKIN SNIPER!
WOOOHHHOOOO SNIPER SCHOOL!!!!!!
Now just to actually to get in, April 11th will be my bitch if I have anything to say about it. :D
Sometimes I look at my life,
And I wonder what the point of it all is if no one is around to share it with…
Should I get another laptop for drawing or one to game on?
TOO MUCH HAPPENS ON MAY THE FOURTH!!!!
-International Star Wars Day
-Release of the Avengers movie
-Release of the newest MTG block
RAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Star Wars takes priority though, I’m gonna get me a tattoo… IF I CAN FIND SOMEONE TO DRAW IT OUT FOR ME!
….nerd problems, I have them…
My mission in protecting our great country,
As ordered by a sergeant in my platoon…
Is to come up with a good porn name by tomorrow morning.
Protecting Amurica, the US Infantry.
I don’t think I’ll live long enough to see true happiness.
I don’t think I’ll live long.
I don’t think I’ll live.
I don’t think.
I don’t.
Some time yesterday I remembered her face.
I don’t remember when so it was probably a dream. It’s weird though, there’s not much I can remember about her if anything really. All I have left is scattered memories. I’m not quite sure how to feel about this. On one hand I see it for the best so as I don’t do anything on those ideas. On the other hand it kinda sucks. I do miss those times and remembered them...
Drinking never leads to good places and I should...
Now I feel lonely again, AWESOME! Sometimes life just sucks and you have to get past that. I have to get past that.
At least I can tell myself I don’t miss what I had.
Finally got my Woodchuck
I don’t care who you are, woodchuck isn’t a bitch drink, it’s a classy everyday sippin beverage.
I joined the US Army to serve my country,
I didn’t mean as a caterer. My night is ruined due to a ball I wasn’t invited too. I have to clean so go ahead and call me Cinderella. Now all I need is a Prince(ss) Charming to save me, any takers?
I have a pile of Comics to read,
a pile of clothes to wash,
a pile of dishes to clean,
and a bunch of notes to re-“write.”
My weekend is gonna be FUN.
Goodish news though, I get to start playing army tomorrow, hopefully that doesn;t mean to much hell for me…
I wish I was a better artist D:
I need to find someone to sketch up my May the 4th tattoo….
Do people love me,
Or the idea of me?
It’s something I’ve never been able to figure out. It’s always been so easy to leave everyone yet so hard to stay. I always tell people I’m just a phase in life, a lesson they need to learn, maybe it’s time I stop teaching.
Life
Steve Rogers: Well, asking a woman to dance always seems so terrifying. And the past few year just didn't seem to matter that much. Figured I'd wait.
Peggy Carter: For what?
Steve Rogers: Right partner.
February 2012
16 posts
I don't "need" people, people need me to need...
I’ve been told that makes me cold, I say it makes me free.
I'm going to call this part of my life, "Taxi Cab"
The farther I go the higher the toll,
it’s never the first choice but usually the one you have to take,
and in the end, I might not want to get in but to get to where I want to go, I have to take the ride.
Literally AND metaphorically speaking of course. I’ve never been in a taxi more times in my entire life than I have been in the last week…
I miss my car…
I call myself a fan of 90's music and I dont have...
First Day at my unit...
and shit hits fan. They have managed to lose a duffle bag of mine, give me a barracks key that doesn’t work, AND screw me out of getting my stuff. FUN SHIT! The duffle bag had my ACU’s and Pt Uniforms in it, total estimated cost of things in bag, roughly 600$. That’s stuff I’ll probably have to end up replacing all on my own. It’s going to be fun to attempt to budget...
100th Post WHOOOOOO!
Now let me put it to good use… ranting about my life. :D
Five days ago I graduated OSUT, the combination of basic training and Infantry AIT. Prior to five days ago my life was all planned out for me, if I had to o anything I found out about it via getting yelled at, and I never had to have a single thought of my own, too fucking easy. Life was made in the shade… then I graduated. Now...
I just posted 'My Free Little Bird' on Wattpad! →
Thought I’d publish my stuff somewhere.
This is my favourite work and one I still think holds true to the sitaution I wrote it about.
“It’s easy to look forward to a better life, the real challenge is to look...”
I am ridiculously far away from home,
I don’t really know anyone,
I have only the few things I could take on a plane,
and I was left alone…
I would call that a pretty fresh start wouldn’t you?
We all need one from time to time. Those people who matter the most to me will be asked to come along but those who don’t will fade. Fresh doesn’t need to be soiled with the dirt of the past. The decision I...
I have missed 4 months of tumblr...
what’s up?
January 2012
2 posts
I guess this year will be the start of my real...
I should figure out my priorities and get them in order.
December 2011
10 posts
There is nothing more I would rather have than...
But as much as I so desperately want that, I think I’m done trying for it. I’m not meant to be a dad or a husband or a lover. I hurt so much more than I help I can’t ask that of anyone and my heart is riddled with the scars I have torn myself for those I have hurt before. My life is filled with pain because that is what I have always asked for, I choose the hard road and no...
Tomorrow morning I will get up, put on my pt clothes, and go for a “I’m a hot girl but I like to say I workout” walk with someone I like. :)
This should cure my frustrations.
Tonight is Christmas eve and you know what I'm...
Our drill sergeants sat us down one day a while back and told us this:
No matter where I get stationed the odd are extremely high I will be in Afghanistan by the coming up March. On top of that, everyone will probably get a combat infantry badge, you get those by either getting blown up by an ied or being shot at. They also said 1 in 4 of us will return with a purple heart, which means will being...
I HAVE COME TO A CONCLUSION!
From now on, every time I send a cars through the mail card for any event, it will be a get well soon card.
If you think about it, get well soon works for pretty much everything.
Happy birthday! Get well soon.
Congrats on marriage! Get well soon.
The possibilities are endless.
I'm taking my mom grocery shopping.
She refuses to get EVERYTHING she wants but the grocery store we’re at is only for military people so she can get things she hasn’t had in forever. It’s nice to do small things like this that seem unimportant. :)
That moment when you're trying to do something...
and you’re browser stops working.
Thank you Google, I probably would have regretted it for the next couple weeks at least.
Consider the Following: Computer Evolution →
Something I wrote last year out of boredom, I thought I would share.
The military will keep me youthful,
Only I can keep myself young.
