Cloud Gazing

Well browsing I SHOULD say, I haven’t come home with anything yet, well nothing more than an experience.

The day started off slow rollin around random roads lookin for used cars. I saw a Honda accord that wasn’t too bad lookin but not worth the money. Next came a truck, it was decent, had pretty much everything I wanted in a truck, I was mildly interested. Then there was Jack.

You can observe my naming of a car I haven’t even purchased yet, this should be an identifier for how much I like this car. If you’re wondering why I named him Tom And not a ladies name, I think work vehicles should be boys. Jack is a 2003 Burgundy Jeep Cherokee. For his age he is extremely well kept and stole my heart very quickly. I LOVE cars and driving, while I was gone for the first Have of my army daycare I missed driving more than anything else. I REALLY hope I can get a loan for him and insurance all in one qucik movement on Monday. I will display pictures if all goes well.

I’m all gritty and excited about this. Wish me good fortunes. :D

With a bunch of other guys waiting to get gone. We’ve gotten little To no sleep and the sleep we did get was on hard floor. We are waiting to get picked up and go home for Christmas leave from basic training. I can’t account for every other soldier here but I would do much more to get gone faster. Don’t get me wrong, so far I have LOVED my basic training but I miss home, its been two months and I have another one and a half When I get back. The next three weeks for me will be crazy, emotional, fun, and hopefully memorable. I can’t wait to start this little adventure. :)

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This is probably my last timber post till About Christmas. Everyone reading this, regardless of how you know me or how you think I feel about you, I hope you have a wonderful and safe couple of months. Be safe, have fun, love freely, live truly.

I wish I could say they’re right.

Christmas needs to hurry up now. I have so much to come back to. I guess this will be a better test of how I really feel about something though.

I have a million and one things I want to do now and I can’t do them all. 3 days isn’t enough time to say goodbye to everyone and I know I’m gonna make some people upset. I know I’ll have regrets, I know I’ll be left wanting more and pining at another far off date. Why can’t I be more bold or outgoing to say the things I want to say to the people I need to say them too?

I like you. I miss you. I wish things were different but this is for the best. Why aren’t I good enough? Why won’t you talk to me?

A million things I want to say to a million people but will never get the chance. Its like I’m a fisherman trying to find the bait to get the one fish I want but not knowing where to turn…

Tomorrow I will:

Wake up

Go take a pt test

Finalize paperwork and questions for leaving on Monday

Meet up with a friend to go do pt with his recruiter

Cry

then either play some magic or buy some comics

Hello my name is Daniel Ord, and I am a huge nerd. Yes, I am aware that nerds aren’t cool; I hear your argument and raise you two middle fingers. I’m awesome, just sayin’.

7 days

a blink of the eye really

i’m ready to get to christmas already now, i want to come back and get more chances with people. i’ve been complaining about leaving for 5 months now but since its right here, i don’t think i’ve done enough. it always seems like the adventure starts at the ending for me, i get what i want too short to appreciate it.first world problems, can never have too many. anywho, i’m gonna watch a movie and drift away. good night world, rest easy

GREAT DAY GREAT NIGHT GREAT LIFE

Now for some gaming and some great sleep. All is well here.

I ain’t even mad. :)

I’m kinda proud of me for once.

That’s how much longer I have until I get to restart my life over from almost scratch. Of course that means at the last second everything I do means 1000000× more to me than it would of a couple months ago. Its like having a credit card on time and not knowing where to spend it Or no way to spend it right.

I want moments to last forever and loved ones to be with me always. I want to see things to the end or say things I want to say, but I have 9 days. 9 days isn’t enough time for everything. 9 days isn’t enough time to see things play out. I can’t work magic with 9 days, just maybe a spark.

No regrets but MAN am I having 1st world problems with this…

I want to valiantly, courageously, for a cause, and most importantly, quietly.

Then I trade it in, a grab a new one. I’m ready for thar fresh life smell again. This life is resisting the change though, I’ve been thrown a couple punches the last few days but it’s all good.

New faces and places will be good for me, help me keep to the plans I’ve made for myself, help me stay clear of the things I don’t want in my life anymore. I’ve made some pretty drastic changes this summer and overall they ARE for the best. Now I just have to stick to them.

14 days…. let’s see what else the world will do To try and stop this. I ain’t even mad. :D

OMG OMG OMG OMG

:D

…now to see if he actually does it

Now let me establish my train of thought before I start.

-man I like being outside -i wish I had some reason to be outisde multiple times a day -smokers get to be outside ALL THE TIME. Jerks -when I was kid, didn’t they tell me to not smoke? -i remember them showing me a pig lung. :D

And then the ideas started…

I went to a couple of those presentations and they always showed pig lungs, not human. They were always really nasty too, how much did those pigs smoke? That makes me think those pigs were just out of control. Most people know to practice moderation, not these pigs though obviously.

THEN we had this speaker once, he said he grew up on a farm and smoking was normal, his friends pressured him into smoking. Pigs live on farms, they smoke, THEY DID IT! So now not only are the reckless chain smokers, they are asking horrible influences on small children. These pigs need to be stopped.

Moral of the Story: Parents, don’t let your kids hang out with pigs, they will ruin innocent lives.

Sometimes figuring out what that is can be hard but there’s always something.

Today, I have an extended family who I can count on to help when I need it.